Monday, January 26, 2009

1/26/2009 01:14:00 PM

Sorry, All this while i didnt blog and all this stuffs, haha. Was busy with other things too, of course busy with school stuffs. My sleeping schedule too is affected so yups.

Okay, i might not recall what happened many days or weeks back since the last time i've post so i'll post about yesterday.

Okay, Went out of house at 2 to meet Sufian to pass him afew patches at Tampines Interchange Macdonalds. While im on the way there, Coincidentally, Arifah was on the way there too aye? haha. I only spent 3 minutes with Sufian and yeah, there he goes. Im all alone, i need someone to accompany me haha. sooo, i went to meet Arifah and her Small small friend =P. Sorry i wasnt in the mood to talk much haha but its nice to know you guys more =).

Yeah, after that met Hariz At kallang. Slacked and Yeah, Adil came! Oh my, its like i've havent seen him for decades. Nahh, he is as friendly as ussual. I bet he'll miss his hair while looking at mine =P. Okay, met Ammar next and we slacked at Skygarden. Talk shits all the way. Oh my, i really missed all those memories at that garden for sure. Last year's good/bad memories is still stuck in my mind. Nahh, forget it.

Okay, Went to Marine Parade After that and meet up with Rahim Aisyam and Faidil. Slack for a shortwhile and went home to follow Mom go shopping.

Alright, we took Cab there and stop at the POSB Bustop there and walked to the Hawker centre to eat. After that, we head to Giants. As usual, I waited at the seats infront of the Entrance haha. 20minutes Later, i went in to buy a few things. As i went in, The trolley already look so Terrible.. As in, Full! haha.

There, See? as if i won 4D or Lucky Draw, haha!. Mr Happy!. Well, I'm not ready for the shot actually, but nevermind, People around us was like...smiling and laughing seeing our trolley. Haha. Actually Was expecting $300+ to spend. In the end, we spent up to $580...

- opps! it fell.

Monday, January 12, 2009

1/12/2009 08:33:00 PM

Hmmm. Yeah, Many posts to state out for now.

Okay, Many things happened for the past few days which is, Barbaric for us. Haha!.

Okay, Let me say it all out. I might not remember some of those things of what we actually did but i can recall a few. Its hard to explain it here, can only imagine it out but nevermind, its good to post things out isnt it?.

One fine day, At marine parade. We just slack around like normal. Around 8 people altogether.

Its freaking bored out here doing nothing so we planned to do jackass all around and do stupid things which make people think that we're crazy.

First stop, parkway. We walk like the Hitler style all the way. We are hooligans with school Uniform. We lined up one row together and march all the way into Parkway. Second, we walk like the robot style, Right leg with Right Hand. TOGETHER. Nazrul was dropping is waterface soo he walked far behind.

Many things happen lah...kk, wait.

Nevermind about that.

For 3 days straight we have been doing stupid things. In the Open Public, Closed up area, Shopping malls and don't forget Library. I don't know why theres our enthusiasm in us when we're together as a Group rather then in school inside class.

Our normal tradition, Sit in circles and yeah, Follow the loser game.. Haha. Its a little bit childish and lame. If you have the humour, you can laugh out loud for sure.

Its like, when i say Ah!. The one beside me will do the same, The Domino style all the way and back to me again. Haha!.

Faiddil and I Took a photo taking session with a Tryshaw* rider.

Shahir Is the Photographer.

Went to Beach road Yesterday With the Rest, Normal guys again. Faiddil, Aisyam, Rahim and Hafiz. Bought few stuffs and yeah, ate at zam zam eating house for a Checkpoint stop. The Damn Prata is Freaking big at the cost of only $1.50. I thought it was Murtabak. Haha.

Had our Victory Shadow Picture snapshow across the road. Bla bla, cant remember

Okay, For today, January 16 2009.

Went to school as usual, lessons too were not that bored as well. Its complicated on why as a student, the teachers are giving out energy, those energy of...i dont know what but..like as if you're connected to the teacher in someway. Okay, Other than that, Went for Friday Prayers with Nazrul and Faiddil plus other teachers too.Turn up For Ncc Today,

This Stupid Picture Was taken inside the NCC room. I was tired at that point of time so yah.

Slack slack slack. I help touch up a few banners and yeahh.. planned everything for the CCA Open House Tomorrow, Saturday.

There's nothing in my head now to think due to the long hours i spent in school and yeah, no rest.

I might blog more days after, i dont know why im like this but.....im busy nowadays too.

Haiyaaa.

Okay, Cheers!

- opps! it fell.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

1/11/2009 03:28:00 PM

Didn't Blog for a few days. Something went wrong with my Wireless D Link.

Okay, having a heart of a legionnaire is hard. Persuading others the good wills and mentioning heavenly stuffs to others. I dreamt again, Something unusual actually. Its not that surprising to have that dream because, as you know, i always dream shitty stuffs. Well, Not that often, seldomly.

Its damn real too.

In the midst of the space age era of Singapore, I experience new way of living in a Totally new environment. Okay, let me explain. Its like, new buildings? beautiful landscape, landmarks, new people and friend, new laws new rules and yeah, the first main important thing, peace. Its so real, i can feel it. I even talked to someone in the dream which look 15 years older or so. Haha.

I stayed somewhere at the North Of Singapore, Maybe Punggol? The place itself at present is damn superior at sightseeing, why not in future? woo!. haha. Its great, i cant stop dreaming about it. I walked around the neighbourhood areas, seeing the light blue sky with peaceful gust of wind passing by, sounds of flowers and leaves being blown. It's just me and a few other residents having peaceful time together at this garden. It's not like any other garden I've ever seen in my life. It is, special.

Might be hard to explain, well, people who read this, there's always time to imagine. Haha.
Hmmm, Again, i can feel it. It's getting stronger and stronger every time i think about it. Its like as if the egg is going to hatch soon. As if its going to reality out from fantasy and non-stop Inspiration. Maybe my habits? no, it reminded me when I'm always alone. Those thoughts really make me crazy and craving to be Good. Well, Yeah.

For today, I'm going to my Elder Sister's open house at Sengkang block 252b Compassville. Well, Observation of the house again is needed, haha!. Hmmm, Important part of the house shall be the kitchen of course. The cooking place will be filled with...FOOD!. Yeah man.
I'm an Uncle of Twins! =P. Well, Cant wait for those babies to have their first breath of Oxygen.

Yesterday, went to Aljunied to jam. Many of us turned up except for Ibrahim. Nahh, We don't mind actually but what we do mind is, "No hardcore music and Underground Music Etc" In the Jamming room. Wtf? Haha. 20 Minutes of silence and yeah, Hate really turned up when we cant even play fast songs. We rebel back the Uncle and yeah, Play all Metal songs. When the Uncle walks back to our room, We changed back to Blues and Classical or Ska, Haha! Damn funny actually.

After that, went to Orchard and met Jie Skinhead, chicks and the Others. Talk crap together and yeah, Sorry, i don't have the mood yesterday, I was sleepy due to lack of sleep for many days. Oh, wait, i don't know why actually. Next, slacked with the redsleeves at Gallery. Yeah, finally i feel good with that place, bustop for me is near hmm, everything is good there. haha.
Ok, bla bla bla..

Don't know what else to talk about today..

I'll blog again soon, soo, wait.

Cheers!
Take care!

- opps! it fell.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

1/03/2009 11:39:00 PM

Precisely, it was fairly judged. Haha, Even though the copyright was stolen by Ali, i would not mind because he faced problems which is so called complicated to be solved.

As i get my peace of mind already, there's many things going on.
Stressed about exams now. My heart cant stop beating rapidly as i flashback about Exams.
nahhhh.. All i need to do is to set some objectives to slowly ease it off.

First, My art work for my N levels, 5 pieces is not that much plus a few cut and paste sources from the Internet.
Second, My Ez-link Stamp, Haha! Sshh, i didn't top up my Ez-link for some reason.
Third, Must get used to school already.
Etc Etc.

Many.

For now, I'm supposed to concentrate on my studies more. Like I've said before, i got a better life now, for sure. Yes, as for 2009, its like as if I'm a new born baby.
Well, not religiously new born baby, its Spiritually.
I will have to study like a geek, yeah. As for the past, i do study but not to the standard my Mum wanted me to have.

Okay, even though i brought heavy schoolbag to school, is there any contributions to it? haha. There's only abit of benefits received. Sometimes i just love to play around in school and sometimes i do study. I know it's balanced but for what I'm thinking now, studies is my top priority.

For today, i went Haig Road to meet Saharil And Rahim. Saharil had conflicts with his best friends and that is shit!. His closest neighbourhood friend really act like Fcuk towards him. I don't understand why but its okay. After that, Rahim and I went to Marine Parade and slacked at HQ for awhile. We talk shit and yeah, went home.

Tadaaa..

Nothing much to blog about today, That's all.

Cheers!

- opps! it fell.

1/03/2009 02:26:00 AM

In the call to duty, trenches of doom and smoky damned atmosphere. I proned with my mates praying for help and support from the supply lines. Shells whistling from the sky and shrapnel's blown away tearing flesh apart. Just as we were about to raise the white flag, the faithful elite legionnaires came with the 21st royal guards to reinforce us.

Our moral increased as they were there for us. Dead bodies were visible even from the furthest distance. Mates are now Imaginary friends and yes, my bayonets is ready for action. The war horn as been blown by the Elites and there we go charging off the trench and heading to the enemy side. We fought bravely not to let the region down. This is our last hope to gain independence.

Revenge is a dish best serve cold. Every targets we sees, signalled our hearts with anger.
They are battle hardened warriors. Luckily there are elites supporting us.
The whole scene is horrific. My best buddy died infront of my own eyes. His hands spread out and landed on my boot. He looked up at me and said, "Tell her..." and his gone.
Imagine the amount of hurt you'll get by that. I pulled off his dogtag and carried on fighting.
Our troops fought courageously and we manage to pull of the enemy line by a few kilometers.

The enemy retreat far behind their lines and the enemy's mortar division kept on firing shells at us without stopping. Most of our men were being blown to pieces. I ran towards them and one of the Mortar generals was spotted by me. He stared at me, eye to eye. The strong signal of retreat in his eyes.

As i were about to pull the trigger and shot that general, "YAAHHHH!!!!" my handphone alarm rang. My dream was totally disturbed by that alarm. Its so real, i can feel the experience of being honoured as the "first battalion fighters" and win a war. Yeah, and i I'm awake for now.
I looked at the watch and yeah, its 8.34. Oh my, its Friday, SCHOOL!. Damned, my classmates were messaging me to wake up and i was sound asleep. I cant control my eyes and I'm back to sleep after that. Woke up at 11.10 dreamless and yeah, have a long bath and off to school at 11.35. I reached school at 12..

I took 20 minutes just to find my class and yeah, the students in it too.
Luckily Miss Johara showed me where they are.
As i entered the Auditorium, the first thing that actually happened to me is, "you dare come school late! stand straight!" Mr Ong released his anger at me and yes, the whole Auditorium looked at me. haha.

I cant remember much about that actually.

I'm sleepy, I'm off to sleep now.
Hopefully i will be able to raise the flag of peace in my dreams for now.

cheers!

- opps! it fell.

Friday, January 2, 2009

1/02/2009 01:01:00 AM

~New Year's Post~

The Heat of a new year, the sight of a new path, the sadness seing the wind of 2009 blowing towards me. Thoughts in mind kept me disturbed.
Everything of which i've done, its the pass. Its a good day to enjoy the last of 2008, really it is.
Of course everyone's wearing smart that day, hehe.

Its unbelievable, couples? no. Not couples. we're just friends indeed.

I met Saharil and Rahim at Haig Road, didnt remember what actually happened or what.
After that, we took bus number 7 and head to City hall.
We had a tour in oblique directions with many eye movements (ehem) around penin.
Before meeting Hafizah hallete and her Friends, we met Haikal at Long john silvers. Had a bite of this Fish thingy and yeah, off to find Hallete.

Rahim's heart is bumping i know, meeting his girl? why not.
Naahh, friend, its a favour for me to you.
And yes, you should know what to do =).
Hallete kept on changing their waypoints.
It kept us going crazy turning left right left right and so on.
Naahh, Rahim, its for you =P. HAHAHA.

Okay, met Hallete and friends at Funan's Kfc, Yeah, sat outside and wait for them.
I saw uncountable amount of human beings, from rudies to skins, from skins to punks, from punks to matrep, from matrep to everyone...everyone.
Its funny when Haikal Pretended and act like as if his our daddy, haha.
Okay, walked to esplanade with Hallete, Leezah, Syadza, Saharil, Rahim and Haikal.
We're damn noisy and yes, its fun walking together.
I know we are damn Annoying, i know.
Yet, We are funny, haha.

While crossing to Padang, Saw Yana punk and her Brother, i miss them man.
Okay, saw many Mates of mine at memorial, saw REYAN!!!!!! I hugged him like one dumb Fcuk for sure. I spoke to Abby Rude about something and yeah, catch up with the girls.
We went down to City Link and walk quite a distance.

Blabla.
I forgot what happened, really.
Total disturbance, we disturbed the girls, its fun. =P haha.
Ok lah, enjoy fun times together, why not?
I KNEW IT! Hallete's friend, Leezah is actually my FRIEND too! haha.
Okay, sshhh.

Went to Marina, Left with me, Haikal and Saharil.
Something funny happened and yeah, its confidential.
Its just funny.

After the girls went off, bla bla. Went to meet another group of people.
Bee and Friends, haha.
Talk shit and yeah, waited for the Fireworks to blow.
My Brother is bloody damn late and yah, at 12 sharp. It blows.
Sad moment, like i've said, the thoughts in my mind, everything.
The glowing light of the flowers, the scenery, wow.
Its marvelous. After the fireworks, the crowd gets rowdy.

I seperated away from Bee's group and yeah, Met up with my Brother.
Everyone has their saddening experience.
My Brother, Saharil and I myself.
Sigh, Its just...Lonely.
Saharil, Happy (Months) Annivesary with You and Salizah, I know Its sad you cant watch Firworks with Her. Last Long =)
For Haikal, Dont worry, i enjoyed snapshotting the fireworks with you and yeah, almost cried seeing the fireworks? haha.
For my Brother, Hi-5... We felt the same.

For myself, i hope my Daddy wont have a hard time thinking about me.
I know he still love me much as before.
I myself know the misery he has now.
Its always sad sitting at east coast beach alone, at the spot where i used to Fish with my Father before.
That is where i spoke to my Dad once, "Ayah, Isnt the view nice? its peaceful here." He just kept on saying Forgotten things.

Mistakes were made and were forgiven.
The flashback was a disruptive moment of sadness.
Its okay seeing the fireworks alone.
Saharil himself, i felt sad for him, really. He just looked at the skies seeing the wonderful fireworks and yeah, i know his sad.
So do i?.

Yeaahh... After that, its 2009!.
Met My brother at Memorial and yeah, suffer hard times just to find a TAXI!.
we're exhausted, totally in high fatigue.
Am i crazy? was thinking, "why am i too hyper today?"
yeah, okay.
Bla Bla Bla.
Many things happened.
Crossed the road illegaly and finally get a taxi at Dhoby Ghaut.

Went to Haig Road to Eat.
Saharil went home and left with My Brother and Haikal.
Took Cab the second time and went to Marine Parade.
Head to East Coast at 3.20am to Find Bee.
Met her at Macdonalds and followed her to 7-11 to buy a few stuffs and off to their Tents.

Its great there, We talked stupid things till im tired to even laugh again.
Now left with my Brother and i Myself.
Went home, Get Fcuk alittle from my Sister and yeah, Thats it.
Happy New Year Everyone =D

Well, Good feelings were many, sad feelings is in total balance.
What am i waiting for? like i've said, new life for sure.
If the flames is still burning.
Try imagine how warm will my heart be.
It might be you whom im missing.
Its a surprise to know you were alone too.
I can feel it, the signal was there.
Its shocking when a friend of yours sent me a message.
A message, sent many months back.
I know its like going to 3 years since the last time we went to see fireworks together.
Im really touched that you're willing to find back my number to just send me that message.
I know you accidentally deleted my name off and sadly at that point of time, i've forgotten your number.
After reading that Message, i just felt like as if im warping back to the past.
The warmth of you, the scent of the perfume, everything of you really flashes back into my mind on that point of time. Sadly, You're not there.
All i can say now, have a hell of a good time with him Friend =)

Thats all.

- opps! it fell.