Friday, January 2, 2009

1/02/2009 01:01:00 AM

~New Year's Post~

The Heat of a new year, the sight of a new path, the sadness seing the wind of 2009 blowing towards me. Thoughts in mind kept me disturbed.
Everything of which i've done, its the pass. Its a good day to enjoy the last of 2008, really it is.
Of course everyone's wearing smart that day, hehe.

Its unbelievable, couples? no. Not couples. we're just friends indeed.

I met Saharil and Rahim at Haig Road, didnt remember what actually happened or what.
After that, we took bus number 7 and head to City hall.
We had a tour in oblique directions with many eye movements (ehem) around penin.
Before meeting Hafizah hallete and her Friends, we met Haikal at Long john silvers. Had a bite of this Fish thingy and yeah, off to find Hallete.

Rahim's heart is bumping i know, meeting his girl? why not.
Naahh, friend, its a favour for me to you.
And yes, you should know what to do =).
Hallete kept on changing their waypoints.
It kept us going crazy turning left right left right and so on.
Naahh, Rahim, its for you =P. HAHAHA.

Okay, met Hallete and friends at Funan's Kfc, Yeah, sat outside and wait for them.
I saw uncountable amount of human beings, from rudies to skins, from skins to punks, from punks to matrep, from matrep to everyone...everyone.
Its funny when Haikal Pretended and act like as if his our daddy, haha.
Okay, walked to esplanade with Hallete, Leezah, Syadza, Saharil, Rahim and Haikal.
We're damn noisy and yes, its fun walking together.
I know we are damn Annoying, i know.
Yet, We are funny, haha.

While crossing to Padang, Saw Yana punk and her Brother, i miss them man.
Okay, saw many Mates of mine at memorial, saw REYAN!!!!!! I hugged him like one dumb Fcuk for sure. I spoke to Abby Rude about something and yeah, catch up with the girls.
We went down to City Link and walk quite a distance.

Blabla.
I forgot what happened, really.
Total disturbance, we disturbed the girls, its fun. =P haha.
Ok lah, enjoy fun times together, why not?
I KNEW IT! Hallete's friend, Leezah is actually my FRIEND too! haha.
Okay, sshhh.

Went to Marina, Left with me, Haikal and Saharil.
Something funny happened and yeah, its confidential.
Its just funny.

After the girls went off, bla bla. Went to meet another group of people.
Bee and Friends, haha.
Talk shit and yeah, waited for the Fireworks to blow.
My Brother is bloody damn late and yah, at 12 sharp. It blows.
Sad moment, like i've said, the thoughts in my mind, everything.
The glowing light of the flowers, the scenery, wow.
Its marvelous. After the fireworks, the crowd gets rowdy.

I seperated away from Bee's group and yeah, Met up with my Brother.
Everyone has their saddening experience.
My Brother, Saharil and I myself.
Sigh, Its just...Lonely.
Saharil, Happy (Months) Annivesary with You and Salizah, I know Its sad you cant watch Firworks with Her. Last Long =)
For Haikal, Dont worry, i enjoyed snapshotting the fireworks with you and yeah, almost cried seeing the fireworks? haha.
For my Brother, Hi-5... We felt the same.

For myself, i hope my Daddy wont have a hard time thinking about me.
I know he still love me much as before.
I myself know the misery he has now.
Its always sad sitting at east coast beach alone, at the spot where i used to Fish with my Father before.
That is where i spoke to my Dad once, "Ayah, Isnt the view nice? its peaceful here." He just kept on saying Forgotten things.

Mistakes were made and were forgiven.
The flashback was a disruptive moment of sadness.
Its okay seeing the fireworks alone.
Saharil himself, i felt sad for him, really. He just looked at the skies seeing the wonderful fireworks and yeah, i know his sad.
So do i?.

Yeaahh... After that, its 2009!.
Met My brother at Memorial and yeah, suffer hard times just to find a TAXI!.
we're exhausted, totally in high fatigue.
Am i crazy? was thinking, "why am i too hyper today?"
yeah, okay.
Bla Bla Bla.
Many things happened.
Crossed the road illegaly and finally get a taxi at Dhoby Ghaut.

Went to Haig Road to Eat.
Saharil went home and left with My Brother and Haikal.
Took Cab the second time and went to Marine Parade.
Head to East Coast at 3.20am to Find Bee.
Met her at Macdonalds and followed her to 7-11 to buy a few stuffs and off to their Tents.

Its great there, We talked stupid things till im tired to even laugh again.
Now left with my Brother and i Myself.
Went home, Get Fcuk alittle from my Sister and yeah, Thats it.
Happy New Year Everyone =D

Well, Good feelings were many, sad feelings is in total balance.
What am i waiting for? like i've said, new life for sure.
If the flames is still burning.
Try imagine how warm will my heart be.
It might be you whom im missing.
Its a surprise to know you were alone too.
I can feel it, the signal was there.
Its shocking when a friend of yours sent me a message.
A message, sent many months back.
I know its like going to 3 years since the last time we went to see fireworks together.
Im really touched that you're willing to find back my number to just send me that message.
I know you accidentally deleted my name off and sadly at that point of time, i've forgotten your number.
After reading that Message, i just felt like as if im warping back to the past.
The warmth of you, the scent of the perfume, everything of you really flashes back into my mind on that point of time. Sadly, You're not there.
All i can say now, have a hell of a good time with him Friend =)

Thats all.

- opps! it fell.